Oh hey.. you know what? Haven't been very active here lately, guess you've already noticed that. Well I have my reasons, bit of depressed in a very weird way and I really can't describe it 'cos it's so unfamiliar kind for me too. It's like I.. think too much.. feels like my brain's going to explode. ~ But.. I will beat it for sure, been through a lot. Been through too much to give it up now for some darks clouds above my head. Thank God I have a bunch of good people helping me and supporting me to get through and continue living my life.
And some other news and excuses I haven't been here a lot and didn't write my journal and stuff.. my computer's broken.. again. Yes, u heard me. AGAIN. Just after few months from that day they gave it back to me from Fujitsu's help centre, it's broken. But this time it's my fault, I know it. I shut down my computer when it was doing those "important updates for windows".. and now.. no hope. I have two choices: 1) going to re-install windows to my computer (when it might mean that I will lose every single picture and file from my computer, which i'm sooo not prepared for) 2) I will send my computer to Fujitsu AGAIN and pay for my mistake to save my computer's files.
But I seriously can't afford it. Since my parents refuse to help. 'Cos they are a bit angry.. it was my fault anyway, so I understand them.
Well, I hope you, my watchers and love ones are enjoying your lifes, more than I'm enjoying from my own right now. 'Cause I feel like melting away at the moment. Oh and hey, yes, the last time I uploaded anything to my journal was in July. Lol. Unactiveness. Hahas. Yep, I'm 15 now, (been a few months already but what the heck) and also confirmated.~ Something good in this journal, yay.
Yeh, i sooooo hope that you will understand that my trades are going to be even MORE LATE. But I just can't help it right now. I need to get my head and life in order first since they're so messed up these days. And my computer too. Sorry for that.
Have a nice day there y'all! ~Lode
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------- CHARACTERS: Tooru (the fursona) - [link] and [link] Lodéle (the thingy) - [link] Dante (the angel man) - [link] Panda (the aussie with a great appetite) - [link]
ART TRADES WITH: - [link] - done but waiting for scanning - DONE:[link] - DONE:[link] - DONE:[link] - [link] - sketched on the paper
CLOSED FOR A WHILE AND YOU CAN ALWAYS ASK IF I CAN DO AN ART TRADE ... I WON'T BITE
PROMISED ONES WITH: -
COMMISSIONS: ♥Pii-Wing of [link] and [link] 2gether [fullcolored, no bg]DONE ♥Jansku (not in dA) of her doggie [inked sketch]DONE ♥ Jansku (not in dA) of a "bee-wolf" [fullcolored, no bg]
Those undone PROJECTS that I still have: Mekkipets thingys : D
-- FUN ------------------------- ... under the sun. Life's for livin' and that's what I should be doing right now. This is it. ~ -------------------------
-- FUN ------------------------- ... under the sun. Life's for livin' and that's what I should be doing right now. This is it. ~ -------------------------
i used to watch the other account of yours so i watched this too ;DD no probs.
-- FUN ------------------------- ... under the sun. Life's for livin' and that's what I should be doing right now. This is it. ~ -------------------------
-- FUN ------------------------- ... under the sun. Life's for livin' and that's what I should be doing right now. This is it. ~ -------------------------
The SEA monster
Art trade - BS to SilaZ
XGI - soul of fire
someThing with copics
.. too bad, hey guys! 
Crazy
Tooru (the fursona) - 
Mekkipets thingys : D
Devious Comments
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avatar by =ShadeofShinon ~ ♥
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Go out, create thunder, and stand right under
That old apple tree
Where dead snakes let him feed on those
My stormtrooper army!
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"What are you doing?"
Listening the trees... : )
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avatar by =ShadeofShinon ~ ♥
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.hän lentää jo omin siivin.
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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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Wishes can com true when you wish with all your might.
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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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Please Commission Me! They're cheap 8D Infomation here:
[link]
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There's always something...
... Like Ice Tea!
no probs.
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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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Go out, create thunder, and stand right under
That old apple tree
Where dead snakes let him feed on those
My stormtrooper army!
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Laufvogel.Core ♥
~Dance2ThisBeat
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- and all we did was run round round -
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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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Se olla valmis vihdoin ja viimein! 8D
[link]
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Do you want take part of character desing contest? Klick here:[link]
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I Was Looking for a Dear Friend I Remember Making a Very Important Promise to.
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.hän lentää jo omin siivin.
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"What are you doing?"
Listening the trees... : )
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- and all we did was run round round -
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