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*Lodetus:iconLodetus:

GOOD meets EVIL in me  
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.. too bad, hey guys!

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 6, 2008, 2:11 AM
  • Mood: Crazy
  • Listening to: d'espairs ray - screen
  • Reading: your thoughts.
  • Watching: my messed up mind.
  • Playing: with my thoughts.
  • Eating: my head away.
  • Drinking: Pepsi Max (as always)

Oh hey.. you know what? Haven't been very active here lately, guess you've already noticed that.
Well I have my reasons, bit of depressed in a very weird way and I really can't describe it 'cos it's so unfamiliar kind for me too. It's like I.. think too much.. feels like my brain's going to explode. ~ But.. I will beat it for sure, been through a lot. Been through too much to give it up now for some darks clouds above my head. Thank God I have a bunch of good people helping me and supporting me to get through and continue living my life.

And some other news and excuses I haven't been here a lot and didn't write my journal and stuff.. my computer's broken.. again. Yes, u heard me. AGAIN. Just after few months from that day they gave it back to me from Fujitsu's help centre, it's broken. But this time it's my fault, I know it. I shut down my computer when it was doing those "important updates for windows".. and now.. no hope. I have two choices: 1) going to re-install windows to my computer (when it might mean that I will lose every single picture and file from my computer, which i'm sooo not prepared for) 2) I will send my computer to Fujitsu AGAIN and pay for my mistake to save my computer's files.

But I seriously can't afford it. Since my parents refuse to help. 'Cos they are a bit angry.. it was my fault anyway, so I understand them.

Well, I hope you, my watchers and love ones are enjoying your lifes, more than I'm enjoying from my own right now. 'Cause I feel like melting away at the moment. Oh and hey, yes, the last time I uploaded anything to my journal was in July. Lol. Unactiveness. Hahas. Yep, I'm 15 now, (been a few months already but what the heck) and also confirmated.~ Something good in this journal, yay.

Yeh, i sooooo hope that you will understand that my trades are going to be even MORE LATE. But I just can't help it right now. I need to get my head and life in order first since they're so messed up these days. And my computer too.
Sorry for that.

Have a nice day there y'all!
~Lode

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CHARACTERS:
:bulletblue:Tooru (the fursona) - [link] and [link]
:bulletblue:Lodéle (the thingy) - [link]
:bulletblue:Dante (the angel man) - [link]
:bulletblue:Panda (the aussie with a great appetite) - [link]

ART TRADES WITH:
:iconmmwah: - [link] - done but waiting for scanning
:iconwolf250: - DONE:[link]
:iconsaqe: - DONE:[link]
:iconsilaz: - DONE:[link]
:iconsapphire-shadows: - [link] - sketched on the paper

Done my half still waiting for AmberSea's
half.

CLOSED FOR A WHILE
AND YOU CAN ALWAYS ASK
IF I CAN DO AN ART TRADE
... I WON'T BITE


PROMISED ONES WITH:
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COMMISSIONS:
Pii-Wing of [link] and [link] 2gether [fullcolored, no bg] DONE
Jansku (not in dA) of her doggie [inked sketch] DONE
♥ Jansku (not in dA) of a "bee-wolf" [fullcolored, no bg]

Those undone PROJECTS that I still have:
:bulletred: Mekkipets thingys : D


Devious Information

  • Current Age: 14
  • Current Residence: Finland, Helsinki, Oulunkylä
  • Interests: Drawing, singing, photographing, composing music, dancing, acting...
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything ! Just ask me and I'll say that I like.
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional drawing
  • Favourite game: Black & White 2
  • Personal Quote: Get wild and drive everyone nuts!
  • Tools of the Trade: Everything I can find. ~ bwahaha.

Devious Comments

~Diiri:iconDiiri: 1 day 8 hours ago
Kiitos favista :3

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:boogie:
avatar by =ShadeofShinon ~ ♥
~Hitotachi:iconHitotachi: 2 days 2 hours ago
Kiitos favista! 8D<3<3
~Agina:iconAgina: 2 days 4 hours ago
Kiitos favesta. ´u`

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:star: Got it memorized? :star:
=ShadeofShinon:iconShadeofShinon: 6 days 1 hour ago
Kiitosta favista! :hug:

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Go out, create thunder, and stand right under
That old apple tree
Where dead snakes let him feed on those

My stormtrooper army!
:stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper:
~loikuhowl:iconloikuhowl: 6 days 9 hours ago
Tattista taasen favesta : 3 :hug:

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"What are you doing?"
Listening the trees... : )
~Agina:iconAgina: Oct 3, 2008, 6:19:35 AM
Kiitos favista:hug:

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:star: Got it memorized? :star:
~Diiri:iconDiiri: Oct 3, 2008, 6:18:23 AM
Kiitos favista kulta :--D

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:boogie:
avatar by =ShadeofShinon ~ ♥
~Weenyah:iconWeenyah: Oct 1, 2008, 2:25:02 PM
kiitos kulta ihan älyttömästi favesta~~ <3

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.hän lentää jo omin siivin.
*Lodetus:iconLodetus: Oct 1, 2008, 4:51:43 AM
ollos hjuuva 8D

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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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:typerhappy:
*ShadowKiro:iconShadowKiro: Sep 30, 2008, 10:56:44 AM
Kiitoksia vain feivauksesta.

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Wishes can com true when you wish with all your might.
*Lodetus:iconLodetus: Sep 30, 2008, 7:29:09 AM
ohoh, kiitos paljon :hug:

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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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:typerhappy:
~Anniepopokios:iconAnniepopokios: Sep 25, 2008, 11:04:58 AM
Thanks for the fav <3

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Please Commission Me! They're cheap 8D Infomation here:
[link]
:heart: Proud Christian:heart:
~WhitePhoenix7:iconWhitePhoenix7: Sep 23, 2008, 12:27:13 AM
Pakko watchata... Aivan uskomattoman upeita töitä sinulla... :wow:

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There's always something...
... Like Ice Tea!
*JessKitt-08:iconJessKitt-08: Sep 21, 2008, 12:08:35 PM
XD i thought you looked familiar- i would've gotten to you shortly anyway, i'm on B out of my list of avatars on : [link]
*Lodetus:iconLodetus: Sep 21, 2008, 12:01:22 PM
i used to watch the other account of yours so i watched this too ;DD
no probs.

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FUN
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... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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:typerhappy:
*JessKitt-08:iconJessKitt-08: Sep 21, 2008, 8:13:37 AM
ty for the watch, how'd you find me?
=ShadeofShinon:iconShadeofShinon: Sep 20, 2008, 6:57:56 AM
Kiitos favista! :iconfurryhugplz:

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Go out, create thunder, and stand right under
That old apple tree
Where dead snakes let him feed on those

My stormtrooper army!
:stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper::stormtrooper:
*SilaZ:iconSilaZ: Sep 20, 2008, 5:24:39 AM
Thaaaaank you hun! n__n ♥♥♥♥

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Laufvogel.Core ♥
~Dance2ThisBeat :heart::orange::heart:
~gaikotsu91:icongaikotsu91: Sep 20, 2008, 3:11:30 AM
Kiitos favista :hug:

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- and all we did was run round round -
*Lodetus:iconLodetus: Sep 19, 2008, 1:19:11 AM
:heart: 80000

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FUN
-------------------------
... under the sun.
Life's for livin' and that's
what I should be doing right now.
This is it. ~
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:typerhappy:
~SaQe:iconSaQe: Sep 18, 2008, 9:51:51 AM
Tättädäää!
Se olla valmis vihdoin ja viimein! 8D
[link]

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:typerhappy:
Do you want take part of character desing contest? Klick here:[link]
~CheshireSmile:iconCheshireSmile: Sep 16, 2008, 2:22:39 AM
thankyou, x)

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I Was Looking for a Dear Friend I Remember Making a Very Important Promise to.
~Weenyah:iconWeenyah: Sep 14, 2008, 6:40:34 AM
[link] ~~ n_n

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.hän lentää jo omin siivin.
~loikuhowl:iconloikuhowl: Sep 13, 2008, 10:15:26 AM
Kiitokset favesta :3 :cuddle:

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"What are you doing?"
Listening the trees... : )
~gaikotsu91:icongaikotsu91: Sep 13, 2008, 12:49:40 AM
[link] c: <3

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- and all we did was run round round -